bbira
80 posts
May 21, 2009
2:14 PM
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Hello everyone... I am a 49 year old man and was diagnosed with PD almost ten years ago. My symptoms have been very light until about 3 years ago when they then decided to make up for lost time!
I still work full time...use voice activated software for my emailing and memos and such. I have a wonderfully kind, caring, and beautiful wife who is absolutely my hero and I'm not sure I could do this without her.
My problem? For the past 6 or so months, I find myself amazingly angry most of the time. Now, this is such a departure for me...I've always been a mild mannered sort so this has me baffled. In fact, for awhile, I wasn't even aware that I was so angry until this week when my sweet wife asked me about it.
I spoke with my doc about it and he mentioned PD inspired depression but said it's unusual for it to manifest itself as anger...sadness, yes...anger, no.
So, I've now made an appointment to see a counselor starting next week.
Anyone else finding themselves feeling such? Thanks
Bill
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EMD
8 posts
May 21, 2009
8:22 PM
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Seeing a counselor is a good move. While PD may not be causing you the anger directly it may be doing so indirectly in much the same way that any person facing a major change in life expectations might experience. While PD was fairly easy to live with for almost 10 yrs, you are experiencing a ramping up of symptoms in the last 3 yrs that requires yet another adjustment. You MAY (I don't know) be resentful that PD has developed in your body....resulting in anger at life...God...or whoever...maybe even yourself....did I do something to cause this? Our emotions are powerful and working through them can help restore some balance and positiveness. Hopefully your counselor will help you in this process or guide you to getting the help you need if there is some other cause for your anger.
Being diagnosed with PD is a pretty big deal. Taking in this information and how it changes nearly every aspect of our lives , is no small issue to work through....I'm guessing this could be the reason for the anger but then what do I know. Your lovely wife knows though. Thank her for her kindness and I hope she will continue to be there for you as you explore these issues.With her help and a good counselor you can begin to see sunny days again.Best to you, EMD
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Mihai
45 posts
May 21, 2009
10:01 PM
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Hi Bill, I think EMD hit the nail on the head. I have felt anger creep into my emotions as well at times. It is anger, though, for which the root is indiscriminate. I don't know as I get angry at any specific person... maybe it's the PD itself, as it usually accompanies a period of frustration with the slowness. Is your anger a general personality change that is pervasive across time and situations (constant), or is it somewhat static (i.e. comes and goes with different situations)? Do you feel yourself getting angry at times (are you self-aware) or is it a change that only other people notice in you? These are questions that you will want to seek answers to in the therapeutic setting, as they will determine much. All the best....you'll be in my prayers. Mihai
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bbira
81 posts
May 22, 2009
6:54 AM
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Dear EMD and Mihai, I can't thank you both enough for your kindness and wisdom. You have helped me more than you'll ever know.
Blessings to both of you...
Bill
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Mihai
58 posts
Jun 01, 2009
8:02 AM
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I'm pushing this message to the top for Junebug80. I guess not as many people responded to it as I originally thought. Anyone have any more insight for Junebug into the issue of PD and anger? Thanks in advance for your help!
Mihai
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EMD
36 posts
Jul 02, 2009
4:02 PM
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How are you bbira? have been wondering. EMD
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bbira
93 posts
Jul 03, 2009
12:51 PM
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Dear EMD, Thanks for asking! Counseling has been such a blessing to me and to my wife. I'm better able to see where my anger originates and how to best deal with it before it effects others.
Just talking with someone about it was such a release for me.
Thanks again!
Bill
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Mihai
113 posts
Jul 03, 2009
1:12 PM
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Bill, That is so good to hear. I'm glad you took that step, and I am glad it is helping you. Blessings on you and your wife! Mihai
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EMD
38 posts
Jul 03, 2009
4:04 PM
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Bill, I am happy that you are feeling better and getting the the right support. That is such nice news. Hope all continues to go smoothly for you and your wife and family. sounds like you have a great support team in place. Best of health to you, EMD
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